Toooday is the early hours of the 07.01.25, wow, we are now exactly one week into 2025 AND IT'S GOING HORRIBLE! today sucked really really bad for me. I should probably nawt talk abt it here, bc as a wise man once said "who give a fuck". Getting a bit hard to stay optimistic ALTHOUGH if this is how things are going to end in life, I rather use the rest of my time alive trying to make nice memories and not wallowing in whatever this is. Time is the only thing I got going on for me so I need to use it in a good way

Adding onto that minutes later, I think it's best to just ignore a setback like this for my own good. It's only been a week of like 50 or whatever, I will be fine. question mark.

goo goo ga ga let's move on, todays thought...thoughts...are about disappointing music. Don't we all know too many. Honestly posting like 2 thoughts in quick succession like this is not something I had planned, I think today was just a day where I had to get something out there. Venting if you will BUT INSTEAD I WILL 'THOUGHTS' ABOUT EUROBEAT.

Right, so something I've noticed and has pissed me off is how some eurobeat songs just clickbait you for no reason! The initial start of the song may sound amazing and breathtaking and then the song goes on and loses energy or just, in the case of HI NRG-ATTACK songs sometimes do, do a complete 180...? Some examples: 1 , 2 I'm not insane am I? Am i so wrong for demanding I get a song that's exactly like the start makes it out to be? I JUST FEEL A BIT BETRAYED???

SO the actual reason I even got this train of thought was because of this song. I heard it for the first time last night yeah sue me I didn't keep up with this release (don't even get me started on how disappointing the rest of the songs are), and the start was so amazing and then...this doesn't even sound like eurobeat but some hybrid genre. I am missing so much energy here. Well the song isn't horrible, and I would not consider this a clickbait or anything, I just wished it was a bit different UGhhhh. I'm still gonna listen to it, I randomly associated it to metal sonic (listen it's about vibe not lyrics). Chili dog desire lol

Idk, I kinda concluded I should put this on the "I need to remix this" list in my head (I guess if you want something you're going to have to make it) for the day I ever finally get into making music aka something I've been waaaanting to but I still need to get my shit together learning notes first during my flute fiascos. Today I played old mcdonald had a farm on only H A G until I got lightheaded, also it sounded very bad. I can also barely even play a c1.