It's the 27.04.25! The fair I had thoughts about? Well, more longing than anything But YES it happened. I went to the fair multiple times My thoughts are now occupied with BUMPER CARS because it was my first time driving alone, props to my one friend pushing me to do it alone, since I went 1 round in a car with her. I was anxious over driving alone since IDK HOW ANYTHING WORKED. But I quickly figured it out and it was so fun. The second time we went in one day, it was dark out and all the lights were on, it was really pretty BUT THE THING WAS: sooo many fucking people were there omg. It took ages for us to get a turn. And even though the place was full af, we still just focused into crashing into each other lole

The fireworks after were cool too, there were many golden ones that just looked like...fairy sparkles I said? Fairy dust. Perchance. By the way I got 10k pageviews, wowza.

Does anyone else believe germs kinda stick to hair? or butts? I never let anyone with outside pants sit on my bed. I also don't lie down if my hair touched the bus or train seat. Makes me go INSANE.

ONE MORE totally not related thing: Speaking for myself only but I don't believe I draw for myself. Doing anything creative takes many hours easily, but to consume it you only spare maybe 3 seconds looking at the art piece. you yourself are the only one who will ever fully appreciate every second spent on it. in a way YOU DO draw for uself because you're like GIRL CAN YOU JUST LOOOK AT THIS SHIT?

Alright, that should be all. I don't wanna work.